remy and i talked like friends
it was my last day of journalism and media
kearin and ashley came over and we just hung out
i didnt get in trouble when i thought i was going to
i felt pretty good
it was a really good day
but now that its night i cant help but feel a little lonely inside…. a little helpless…. and i dont know why. i really wish i stayed happy. i dont know what happened. but i want to feel good again… i want to be happy. i really want to be happy. but why can i never stay happy?