all my life i have been the bigger girl. when i was a baby my nickname was butterball. when i was a toddler i was chubby like a rolleypolley. when i was young i was heavier than most girls. now I’m bigger. i don’t want to be bigger and i won’t be anymore. I’m going to be the small petite cute one with the amazing figure. even if it means no sugar and feeling dizzy when I’m around some or smell some at the mall. even if it means wanting to stuff my face with sugar 24/7. i will no longer be bigger. even if it means spending an hour sweating and wanting to die because at least ill die fit. i will be the skinny girl who can wear whatever she wants and boys will want to hit her up because she’s so fine. i will not be bigger but i will be fine. no more being bigger.